takin no shorts.

hi everyone.

i had the worst day ever yesterday.

ima break it all down. since dis is likee my diary.

i've been talking to someone for a year & uh we started gettin serious around september.

but yesterday some bullshit happened. & lets just say i had a 3 hour convo with his GIRLFRIEND. which i was labeled as.

told me the femalee was his cuzzin even dropped him off over there before , never knowin dat was his GIRL.!

wat a piece pf shit. way to end my year =]

but dis just proves my theory on the male species.

but anyways.

when the hell does the rebirth album comes out?

i'vee been trynna download dis shit all day today & i cant find it.

if yu have the connects let me kno.

whenever im in a fcked up mood, i just listen to music, mostly lil wayne & a few slow songs.

music is my therapy. & witout it i would probably be an insane female.

& we dont want that now do we. lol.

if i dont blog on new years, HAPPY NEW YEARs. & ENJOY YOUR DAYS TO COME.

no longer will i take shorts. & you shouldnt either.

money vs love

supppp.

soo i was in class the other day and my teacher was like how far would you go for money.

&& i was like not very far. lOL.

well dats what most of the class said.

but i kinda think dats a lie.

like even though we say we wouldnt go too far just for money i think we would if shit hit the fan.

like there's boundaries. but i think we would go more den a milee for some green.

And then my teacher was sayin how it says in the bible that money is the root of all evil.

its true , but i dont really care because personally money makes the world go round. like i sed in my previous blog, im not much of an abstract person.

and i was raised catholic but i dnt believe evry little thing the bible says.

likee its other men writing about stories that they heard from other people.

you ever played telephone?

the story dat was told , is never the same story you hear.

so i aint wit all dat. lOL.

DONT SHOOT ME DOWN; its my opinions , my blog :)

idk love vs money is always qonna b a hard subject.

its like u cant choose between the 2.

but right now if i had a choice , i would choose money

i mean shit, if love is what dey say it is. i can always wait for love...

but anywayss.

it fuckin looks like cocaine outsiiideee!! lOL

i havee to go to work in this shit.

where the fuck is global warming when you need her. ?!

its the 20th ... & it still doesnt feel like chistmas. well to me it doesnt.

but evryone, haveee a nicee holiday man, seriously

all the shit you stressin abt , leave it alone. its about to be a new year. you dont need that. =]

takee the adviiceeee, i had to learn it the hard way.

toodless=]

random lyric.

"if its bullshit they want, bullshit i shall; ima kick it off nigga heads or tails; red lobster everyday shrimp heads & tails. "nikeboots-wale ft lilwayne"

head in the clouds.

heyyyyy everyyonee.

no work todayy so i figured why not blog.

yupp, so im currently bumpin to wale

dude is serious .

but yea crazy week.

you ever felt like you've been so nice that people take it for granted.?

well yeaa its been that kinda week .

and i dont wanna change my mind set and be rude to everyone.

cause not everyone deserves dat .

but im startin to see a similarity wit everyone, especially boys, males, men, watever.

im not even gonna say wat i was about to say. i dont wanna b attacked. lol

but what is love?

people are feening over this shit.

shit is overrated .

lol dat shit will def kill me.

"lovee never dies but it can kill you"-lilwayne

dats the truth.

i believe in material things. example; money.

judge me if you want.

idk maybe when or if i fall in love shit will change.

but until then

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ lol .

random lyric

"you be wit the cops you niggas is mcloviin"-wale

sunday morning

morning beautiful ppl =]

ivee been up siincee seven , idk y lol

i am offically 100% not ready for christmas & all this snowing and shit.

its like december 6, and like the other day it was just like freakin halloween , fck is going on here lOL.

on a good note!

i got a new fone friday !!

its adorable . its the at&t "impression"

that shit sounds interesting. but yeaa its cool.

i wanted to get a blackberry .... but uh i got that instead. =]

but whats good with the world?!! besides the fact that the government is trying to corrupt us lOL.

heard about them flu shots?

im def not takin dat shit, i dont give a damn.

i know a few ppl that had got the flu shot, dey have been sick for weeks.

shit im good.

i rather manually get the flu den somebody injectin that shit in my body.

i dont roll like dat. lmfao.

random lyric

"rap critics say he's "money cash hoes", im from hood stupid what type of facts are those, if you grew up wit holes in ya zapatos, u'd be celebrating the minute u was having dough." - jayz "99 problems"

lies lies lies

can somebody please explain to me why the fuck males lie so much.....

let me re-phrase that.

why the fuck "people" liee so much.

like seriously, ... i had a okay day today but the fact that people kept lying made it not great.

and the lies about petty shit. like c'mon now ..

& its like u have to make up another lie to come up wit the lie you just told & etc.

what the fcking hell.

anywayss..

i'vee been having some crazy ass dreams til it reaches the point where i dont wanna go bck to sleep. =/

i would explain it , but u ever wake up in the morning & forget what you dreamt about?!

well yea , lol.

lol ima start watching cartoons before i fall asleep.

anyways im done hear for the nite, hit me up on aim or sumthing

aim = QueenDazzy

random lyrics

"see you dont ever have to worry abt me, as long as you keep it real, whatevers on your mind , speak on how you feel, stay truthful to me and never lie to me, & dnt ever keep no secrets no matter whatever" - lil wayne "prostitue flange"