Saturday, October 2, 2010
kid cudi
free weezy
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
bang bang.
i sin , but im not a devil.
im good, but im not an angel. "
imaa lost cause, but dont come and find me. -
helllooo world.
spring is here .
which means my birthday is coming up.
the big 1 8.
im excited , but im not odde excited. we all get older.
just gonna protray my self a little differently . & thats all ima sayy about that.
ever wonder what your futuree holds?.
ever kept saying to yourself, "everything happens for a reason" ?
i dnt believe in that quote anymore.
i dnt think everything happens for a reason.
i believe with every mistake theres a sidee effect.
but i wouldnt use the word "reason" .
thats just me. but speak for yourself.
marylin monroe = beautiful. w/ flaws & all.
andy warhol = a fucking genius. far from similar.
damn. givee me a time machine. so i could go way back.
i feel as though i missed out. oh what greatness really is.
you dont have to do stuff that average people understand because those are only the good things - warhol
Saturday, March 20, 2010
fucc fairytales.
the whole truth.
and nothingg but the truth .
let me cut to thee chasee.
im in need of a hug.
not no quickie shit either. like a nice long hug.
psh, ivee been gonee wit the wind.
wish i was there.
back then they used to livee free.
lets go back to the old ways .
free spirit.
matterfact.
close your eyes i'll take you there.`
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
in my mind.
but please dont shoot me down ......
as she holds bacc her emotions.
deres a reason behind every smile.
thats just my cover up. -
please dont shoot me down.
.
evry problem that you ever had with another woman, i gotta face.
"queen , she deserve the tittle "
im just trynna be the one not to run, but you run away from me.
WIFE, she deserves the label , but she been hurt so much that she dont feel she's able.
"see all i wanna do is be relevant
Just tell me that i ever meant anything or.
that you could ever see me and you in another light."
- Money, nothing i can buy , can buy more time for you ears to tell your heart to listen.
"her minds is in the clouds.
she writes it all down "
sometimes, i wish this is all a dream & that i can wake up at any given time when something goes wrong.
but , only problem is you cant runaway from your problems.
your problems are your shadows , but you cant stay in the shade forever.
thats why you should keep the sunshine and save me the rain.
in my mind-
my thoughts-
my emoitions.
they say what dont kill you makes you stronger.
then , please tell me why the fucc my heart is so weak?
excusee my french emoitions.
for they are not tamed.
only bottled up insidee.
so everychance they get, the come out too strong.
im not trynna make you runaway from me. im just trynnaa make you feel me, your eyes are blind , so hopefully your heart will listen.
i would tell you not to leave me alone.
but you did. so i stand alone.
.
Only fair thing in this world is karma.
shee is a bitch , but she treats you how you need to be treated.
she hasnt been treating me as lovely as she should.
but i give her time, even though my patience is running low & my heart is weak , & my emotions are bottled up.
i give her time. the more you rush the longer it takes.
jay z always said "life is but a beach chair"
so i lay bacc and relax . while the world take its toll.
damn, even though i said dont shoot me down. ; they still shot fires .
they missed.
but, they didnt miss my heart.
r.i.p to the pure heart i had.
no intentions on hurting a soul.
but every soul had intentions on hurting me.
.
she deserves the tittle.
so what i do is channel my aggresion with no cable or antenna, just intenions to impress you, if capable.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
ha!
so let me explain.........
she buries herself under these materials.
just causee theres pain insidee you , doesnt mean the outside world should kno.
but shh. our little secret.
"open up your hearts people, page one, chapter one, verse muthafuckin one "
damn, sometimes i wish i could live in the 1920's.
where they had speakeasies & listen to jazz music.
where liquor was illegal and girls would dress likee flappers wit their beautiful pin curls and loud dresses with long cigarettes and still be classy.
- what is there to live for?
in our generation; nothing.
where theres; war, poverty, no unity, no trust , no helping hand.
where you cant even be different, cause your a product of your environment..
in a place where you'll be called and outkast , if you stand out a little.
a place where you have no choice but to be angry.
a place where theres no - love.
well if theres no place like home.
i dont wanna live here ; in this generation to be exact.
do you roger me?
TOODLES :)
Friday, February 26, 2010
just chill.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
s h o o t me.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
life life life.
oh goodness everybody, lil wayne is leavin us soon. oh gosh!
who am i supposed to fuckin listen to now.
i kno alot of people hate on him and say he's garbage but he is really not. you have to understand his metaphors.
i just dont like his rock songs, & i dont really agree with the rebirth album, except "drop the world". lOL i likee that song.
and is it me? or is time goin pretty fuckin fast?
like i swear it was new years , the other day.
geesh, & all my little cousins are growing up so fast,
speakin of little cousins , one of them broke my nameplate necklace, you know?! the chain that im always wearin in all my pics.
i feel incredibly naked without it.
but uh, i cant wait for spring & summer. but mostly spring tho. summer its wayy to hot.
lOL. but i just wanaa buy hellaaa spring and summer dresses . im excited =D ! lol
yup, dats life so far lOl.
but i want some starbucks wit their delightful marshmallow dream bar <3 >
Monday, February 15, 2010
what the hell? =/
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Cupid eh?
so um valentine's day is tmrrw.
um , shit am i suppose to be excited?
well im not, lol ..... yea i dont have a valentinee, figures.
but im not beat over it lOL, a bear would nice though , just saying.
but yeaaa , remember the urban outfitters pants i exposed to you guys,
well i def went to the store the next & dem son of a bitches werent in there,
wtf?!
i didnt stress it though, i just bought two shirts & a braclet frm a boutique. did i spell that right?
ehh idc. but if i did havee a niceee valentiinee , dat wasnt cheap...
dat juicy charm braclet would be nicee =] just sayin.
"cash rules everything around me, c.r.e.a.m.........."
http://www.juicycouture.com/shoponline/accessoriesjewelry/jewelry/braceletsrings/prodY0DMG
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
this that & the third
sooo i need to go shopping like asap.
im going crazy lOl.
i was goin to get this betsey johnson bag , but i didnt instead i bought ed hardy perfume. shit the money i spent on that damn perfume i might as well bought the bag lol.
not the point though, im doin better wit my shoppin problem.
well its not an actually problem, you get my drift thoo?
but yeaa i was on the urban outfitters website <3>
& im in love wit thesee pants
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?itemdescription=true&itemCount=10&startValue=51&selectedProductColor=&sortby=&id=17742743&parentid=W_APP_NEW&sortProperties=+subCategoryPosition,&navCount=150&navAction=poppushpush&color=&pushId=W_APP_NEW&popId=WOMENS_WHATSNEW&prepushId=
Friday, January 29, 2010
live life.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
but she believes in shoes and cars
i live in a material world.
i'll be bck to post moree :)
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yeaa its the 14 of jan now & deres alot going on, i keep seein pictures on CNN about the earthquake in Haiti. hopefully dey can keep there head up . these natural diasters are crazy, hurrican katrina, tsuamni, now earthquake . damn smh.
But on a different note, wats the thing with revenge?
is the sweetness of revenge worth it.
damn, i cant stand doing the mature thing. sometimes i wanna say fuck the mature way, you hurt me, i hurt you , bottom line.
pardon my french, lOL, you should kinda already know i have a foul mouth.
but yea , watever the mature thing is dha right thing to do & revenge is the bad thing to do.?! well f that. idk im iffy abt this how revenge thing .
shit man, life isnt far, the worst things happen to the best of us. damn
random lyric
"but who knew that the skies would be cloudy,i bought her four rings , didnt know she'd b outtie" - fabolous "when the money goes"